Entry:


I'm sorry I've decided to let this blog to be my ranting place and where it will be for talking out my feelings. So when I'm here, you know I'm not feeling good.

you are such a life ruiner.
you are always full of lies and excuses and I HAD ENOUGH OF THEM.
you can get out of my face, really.
you don't deserve to even be treated so well.
you don't even want to face the reality and talk to me nicely.
you are not even being reliable.
you hate me I hate you we don't talk.

as long as you are happy,I'm fine.
just go ahead with what you want to do.
feel free to go.
go to a place where I don't have to face you and all your lies and excuses.
just go. you are NOT WELCOMED.
get out of my sight please.
you are so annoying.
just go and live a better life.
I am forgiving, you just have to be honest with me.

if I'm annoying, just tell me.
it's not like I will bite you off or whatsoever right.
please, if you still want to be friends with me.
I won't mind you know, I won't!
You once was a very lovable and caring friend.
but... you changed.
you really changed, a lot.

and lately you were very close to a new clique huh?
people whom you have not met and y'all know less than a month.
like hello ? AM I DEAD.
can you treat me like how I treated you?
you are not being fair to me.
I don't get why I am deserved to be treated this way.

yes right.
I'm not perfect enough to be your good friends.
you have high expectations for friends.
it's just that I have never meet your expectations, right?
I don't fit to be your friend right?
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?
sometimes I don't get why you like jumping from cliques to cliques.
it is annoying, really.

it's exactly like jumping from the start to the other end.
no point, seriously.
what's the point of doing it when you know you are doing it wrongly?
you are so unreasonable.
I really have no idea how to deal with you.
I give up.

no point expecting happiness when nobody treats you the right way. x