it's so hard facing you every single day.

I had enough of you, really.

you have gone off way than I thought you would.

you ignored me whenever I say something.

when I keep quiet it doesn't mean I don't care nor concern.

the reason I keep quiet is because when I speak, I always offend you.

there's always a reason for the things I do.

it's not that I don't want to talk to you or what .

when I am concerned about you, you don't seem to give a fuck about me.

so why should I bother about you ?

I should just let go everything right ? 

BOUNDARIES.

yes I should say NO, I think I'm being to kind for giving in all the time.

this is not fair. 

I'm always the one there for you when you need help and when I need your help, WHERE WERE YOU ?

really, where were you ? 

you just leave me there like some abandoned soft toys.

I won't be your support anymore, I will learn to let go.

you don't worth me helping because you don't even appreciate what I do for you.

I'm serious, I helped for nothing.

you left me alone feeling helpless and being an annoyance to you.

I have no idea why I treat you with a big heart welcoming. 

well I'm just too dumb to fall into your trap.

I should leave and keep a distance from you.

liar much. idiot .

I have no more trust in you anymore.

We should leave each other alone. 

that will be the best decision to solve things.

thank you, I know what to do now.

sometimes those closest to you were the ones whom you normally have difficulties facing with.

that's what happened to me.

don't trust them to much, because the more you believe in them, the more you get hurt by their words and actions.

I'm not saying that all close friends are like this but keep the boundaries hanging.

it's just for your own good, own protection from getting hurt.

it's worth it, you won't feel that bad.

don't say ok to everything when you are ordered to do something, DON'T.

moral of life: don't believe in people's words too easily because we end up getting hurt.