okay yay so more things is happening, in school, again.

this happened 2 days ago but was busy with eoys so talking abt it now.

it's a different person, it didn't happened on me but ..

my best friend.

best friend fought with another good friend.

wow, is this a game or what?
like seriously.

just give her a reply la.

not like you will die just by asking right?

then ignore her for what?

make her so sad and annoyed.

what even la sia.

can't you see how fed up she is?

how she rants on twitter?

no ? but I do.

because I care about her more than you.

because she is my best friend.

I know her better than you do and so does she.

you won't know what kind of conversations we have, the things we do together.

we play, we joke, we laugh.

it is saddening to see both of you fight.

it breaks my heart.

everything was okay.

but it turned out this way.

I hate to see people fight.

It's not fun at all.

I could have cried, because she's sad.

and I can't help.

do you know how painful it is to see your best friend feeling so helpless and all you can do is to say "cheer up". 

it's hard right? 

it's not easy to cheer people.

trying to be encouraging and all sigh.

I always act like I'm very happy and all.

if you listen carefully, my laughs are all fake.

those laughs where I cry, is true.

but those which has the very weird tone..

you get me yeah.

I'm always encouraging people, but inside I'm actually broken.

my heart was aching, so badly.

it hurts, just like a cut.

sometimes I wonder how I have stayed so optimistic.

it's okay, it's a good thing.