Entry:


hey there.
all I could say is that 8 days of 2014, it is already horrible.
too many things is happening in this 8 days.
people who talk behind my back, I wish you can really tell me in the face.
I don't like it when y'all talk bad things behind my back and give me glares.
am I scary? am I a atrocious person? am I that bad?
I do not get why you all are doing this but if you have anything to say about me I suggest you just tell me before I misunderstand you all and so.
as classmates I think we all have to learn to be more honest with one another.
I know it is not easy but in the end, it will be worth it.
being classmates for 2 years (or maybe even more), it is quite important because that is where trust holds.
maybe many hate me but I know nobody will admit.
because nobody will have the courage to do so, even myself.
but for another year, we have to work together, as a class.
working towards academics, life.
we all need to persevere.
I guess saying too much won't help because afterall I deal it all by myself.
because nobody understands, nobody helps, nobody cares, until something BIG happens.
sometimes I wonder if I die would anybody even bother to see me.
perhaps not.

this judgemental world we all live in, the one we all we have to deal.
it is not easy.
just living with a proper life ain't easy.
we all lack needs and we all need help.
we got judged, but anybody at anytime, any place.
this is life.
we can't control what we want and how we are going to live.
but all we need is to persevere, to continue living.
I believe that everybody needs love and care.
because without that, we are like heartless and lifeless people.
to all who hurt me, I thank you for giving me a lesson.
to those who helped me and guided me, I thank you for being there.